Somethings Never Change

No one knows it,
But by this smily, I hide.
Everything is going wrong,
All this pain, i hold inside.

My family is falling apart,
My cousin and uncle are suicidal.
My life is tearing down,
My uncle used to be my idol.

Rumors got started,
Like they always do.
Somethings were said,
That could never be true.

It was said that i cheated on him,
Boy was that unforseen.
It was also said i was a wh0re,
and i lost my virginity at 13.

The next two days were the worst,
My boyfriend dumped me.
Because of the rumors he heard,
He only saw what he wanted to see.

Oh and theres more,
The day after we broke up.
My best friend and him,
Yeah, they hooked up.

Through this poem i write to you,
Only half of what is wrong.
If I were to write my life story,
It would be wayy too long.

But somethings never change,
All guys are the same.
Even with the huge range,
They\\\'re all just like one another.