My Life

Watching the days roll on
Sitting silently as my life passes me by
Since you left I've never been happy
I just run away to hide and die

Death seems like my only friend
Its always there to turn to
When the world gets to hard
Never turning its back on you

I'm not afraid to leave everything behind
My present, future and past
All i know is that i to go away
Ill leave this world fast

Dreaming of my families faces
As they cry and bow their head
Crying over the news they heard that day
The news that i was dead

I know they did all they could
To try and stop the hurting pain
I don't know how long i can keep
Pretending i am sane

I cant live this way no more
Pretending my smile is real
Pretending that I'm moving on
Pretending i will heal

They never see the tears i cry
When nobody else is there
They will never feel the sadness i do
When i see a person stare.

I know i must try for my families sake
I'm must try to hold on
To say that i am happy
and all the pain has gone

But as i watch the days go on
Sitting silently as my life passes by
Knowing i will never truly be happy
Until the day that i die.