I want

There are times that you don’t know of,
When you really put me down.
Its like I don’t exist,
Like you don’t want me around.
I try hard to make you like me,
Try hard to make you care,
But no matter what you do or say,
You cant hide that you wish I wasn’t there.
It hurts to feel unwanted,
and you make me hurt real bad.
But I don’t want to lose you...
I don’t know if your the best, or the worst thing ive ever had.
I try to hard to ignore,
What I know is really there,
But I just cant seem to fool myself...
Why are you being so unfair?
I’m always there for you,
I’m there if you ever need to talk,
But it seems to be always me,
to have to hold your hand while we walk.
I’m the one that hugs you,
I’m the one that leans in for a kiss,
And I think that if I stopped trying,
They'd be the things you wouldn’t miss.
Why are you stringing me along?
And why am I playing your game?
I guess you made me love you...
But now things just aren’t the same.
I don’t want you to pretend,
I want things to be spoken,
I want you to apologize,
For my heart-that you have broken