Watching life

Watching life through evil eyes,
You sit, uptight, and despise,
And hate the world that gave you life,
And try this time not to survive.

For you tried before,
And you try once more,
"this life ain't worth living
there's nothing left to believe in"

And this knife your savior;
Taints you skin.
This life, this labor;
Won't let you win.

But don't give up,
You can't lose hope!
We try and help you;
Help you cope.
But you turn around,
Ignore what's good,
And act just like,
You think you should.

And I say to you,
As many would.
This life is better,
I wish you understood.

But you turn on me,
Insult my being.
And continue again,
Right from the beginning

So take back the words,
You made to break;
My heart, my soul;
With words so fake.
And Give back the lives,
You stole with hate,
And fix yourself,
This isn't fate.

I care for you,
Perhaps you don't know.
I'll help you through;
Just follow the flow.

***** Extended****
And one day soon,
i hope to show,
show to you what,
you just didnt know.

And maybe then,
you wont fear life,
Stand up, laugh and get about,
enjoy yourself, and destroy your knife.

*** thanks "lost laureate" i think i have made this better, maybe a better ending.... im not to sure ***