Once Upon A Nightmare

Once upon a nightmare,
I lived a happy life without tears,
then darkness surrounded me,
and now i am always cold,
i run to hide in cold dark corners with a knife in my hand,
as i slit my wrists i remember the good times,
when everyone got along & I fitted in,
Now that i dress different, i don't
It must be fun to have a happy life with a normal loving family,
I wouldn't know for i am hated & dis-loved as i cry myself to sleep
It haunts my dreams

When will my heart breaks end?
When will my life be good again?