My pillow of tears

I lay in my bed on my pillow of
tears, underneath my blanket where I'm safe from my fears.
My fears of being hurt, my fears of being broken, the emptiness inside of me is so loud but yet unspoken.

No one can hear me and even if they could, the distance between me and love may never be understood. I'm no longer shining the lights have gone dim, my heart left deserted not wanting what life may bring.

I'm afraid to be open, afraid to be touched, the pain is yet to heal my last deception was just to much. I'm crying out for honesty, I'm reaching for a smile, hoping whatever comes back to me doesn't escape with betrayal and denial.

My heart is yet to heal so I'll lay here until it is put back together, and if happiness is only in my dreams i will cry on my pillow forever.

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