When Iâ??m angry I only hurt myself
When they are, they take their anger on me
Why canâ??t they hurt themselves just like I do?
They say I donâ??t understand I donâ??t deserve
They donâ??t know that those words tear my heart apart
And tears build up inside my throat
But I keep them in till Iâ??m about to burst
I never say a word to hurt them
or let them know that Iâ??m hurt
I cry and cry till my eyes swell
Till I can see no more
I crawl inside my shell
till all the tears are out
And the sorrows fade away
I put on my happy face
I get out Iâ??m fine Iâ??m ok
life goes back to normal they forget
But I stay
When I decide I canâ??t take it anymore
I have to set myself free of the chains of pain
So I wonâ??t hurt ever again
They refuse to pay me respect
Because I killed myself
They donâ??t realize that their words killed me
Yet they call me selfish
