Reality :(

As I stood in the shower wanting to die
I cupped my hands and started to cry

I looked upon the shampoo rack
And realized I was now,
Ending my life's track

The future of mine lay ahead,
Knowing that in very few moments,
I would be dead

I reached up and took down the bottle,
I knew this should be quick,
I dare not doddle

I opened my mouth wide enough,
Wondering,
Will this be tough?

Minutes went by
Nothing would happen
And I wouldn't die

Then I felt my body go numb
Thinking my friends will say that,
I was dumb

I fell to the ground
And hoped,
I would never be found

I was glad that my life had finally ended
And many hearts would soon be mended

This is the end of my sad tale,
Glad to be 5 feet under,
And so utterly pale