My Long Slumber of Waiting (resubmitted)

My thoughts get more violent
more blood pours out
my cuts are getting deeper
and myself i begin to doubt

I don\'t understand why
these thoughts won\'t go away
I get so scared of what I can do
that in my bed I stay

The bleeding from my wrist
comes tumbling out like rain
I suddenly grow weaker
and feel the sudden pain

My heart begins to break
my eyes begin to close
my breathing becomes irreagular
and in a deep sleep i doze

I couldn\'t handle the pain
I still can\'t handle it all
so I lay in a deep slumber
waiting for your call

As I wait for your call
my heart begins to shatter
I cant live on this earth anymore
and my feelings no longer matter

So as I drift farther and farther
the pain begins to grow
and my cuts will keep getting deeper
and to heaven I shall go

**PlZ CoMmEnT aNd VoTe**