I Still Think About You

As I see you with her
Our memories flash before me.
All of our forgotten memories
Of what we used to be

When you walk with her
I think of how it should be me holding your hand
We were suppose to last forever
But here, alone, I stand.

Even though you may not know it,
You hurt me a great deal
Always ripping out my heart
And not caring about how I feel.

You were always asking me
Why I was so sad
But wouldn't you be broken too
If you lost everything you had?

Standing there heartbroken
You had left me on my own
My heart fully shattered,
Silently crying all alone.

And you wonder
Why I'm afraid to fall
It's because when I lost you
I felt like I lost it all.

Why can't you love me
The way you love her?
What happened to us being
Together forever?

I know that I still love you
And I know I still care
But I go through each day pretending
My feelings aren't really there

Because the truth is
I don't know how to stop loving you
I can't seem to let you go.
I don't know how to.

Lying through my teeth
I told everyone I let you go.
And I went on with my life
Not letting my old feelings show

But here I am 6 moths later
And I'm ashamed to say
I still think about you constantly
Every single day.

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[ok so I think this poem is kind of good. And I would love it if you voted and especially commented. I'm not really sure about the title/ending. Comments are loved though.]