Hate

I hate this
I cant take this
My head is spinning
my insides are tearing

Anger is rising
Out of my control
Hating myself
For letting her go away

I cant believe this
I cant stand this
I'm watching as
Life goes by me

Anger is rising
Out of my control
Hating myself
For letting her go away

a beast has awakened
my pride has been crushed
stupidty has defeated me
and fate has blinded me

Anger is rising
Out of my control
Hating myself
For letting her go away