Why

Do you ever wonder why
why me
Why do I have all these problems
that you can't explain
Seeing all the happy people walking
Wishing that was me
Feeling like your the only person
In this world walking through life
Seeing all the bad inside
Feeling lost and not being found
So empty inside
Never knowing why you feel this way
Or why it picked you
Just wanting to die
Not knowing what your future beholds
And looking at the sky
Saying take me take me to where you are
Wanting the pain to stop
But it never does
Feeling dark and left in the dark
Wanting to be alone
To cry out for help
And to never feel satisfied
You are who you are so don't change
you'll get help eventually...as they say
I wish I was there for you back than they say
Oh how that doesn't matter
Because you don't care
I want to be found
But also lost
Do you ever wonder why
You feel that way
Not knowing why
Makes you insane
Someday you will find out why
Hopefully before you die
Because you don't want to go to your grave wondering why