This Feeling

This thing I hate
This feeling inside
Its trapped in a cage
The key thrown away
Ive become numb
Numb over you
I miss you more and more each day
Somehow I know it wont happen again
But I miss that
Cant you see
I love you
That hasnt changed
I did something wrong
And you shunned me for that
You expect me to know why
If you really understood me
You would know that I dont
I dont know what I did
You always blame it all on me
Do you even see what you do?
You think its all just me
That I make it all up
Well, I dont
You just cant see it yourself
I dont know how you see me through those eyes
All I know is that youve left me shattered and torn
You dont see yourself like I do
You say Im needy
And I see why
But really
Take a look at yourself and the way you treat me
Only then can you tell me
Only once you realize
What Ive been through for you
Can you truly leave me