I Disgust Myself

by Untold Lies*Broken Promises   Mar 26, 2006


Water runs over my soft skin
As I think about the mess im in
This is where I go
When the pain starts to show
Body disfigured from head to toe
This is what happens when my pain just wont go
How do you love the skin your in
When everyone wishes you were thin
Now washing my hair
Which I can't bear
It falls out in big clumps
It gives me big goose bumps
Now im begin to shave my leg
Please kill my now I beg
How could I have done all this ?
Because I just can't take his diss
Look at all these the scars
I really should be behind bars
Tears stream down my face
My dreams I no longer chase
I can't stand my fat belly
I hate show it shakes like jelly
Everyone teases me
Making me feel small as a flea
My parents shake their heads in disgust
It there no one I can trust?
I hate eating a whole meal
I cant stand how sick it makes me feel
I cant get a date
Just because of my weight
I feel so alone
My pain is well known
Im everything I hate
Just because of my state

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  • 18 years ago

    by Lenny

    Wow its depressing and sad and also the tiniest bit humurous though I know its not intentional and I dont mean it as an insult. Theres alot of pain in there and I agree with the poem though not the title. Being judged by weight is ridiculous, absolutely ridiculous. People who make fun of other people are really just jealous. And its just giving into them if you feel bad over it. Just one thing Id change for the last line maybe you could replace 'Just because of my state' with perhaps a sentence that includes the word 'ate.' But thats just my opinion, I liked it. Alot or expression of emotion in there, great job.

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