Options

You beat my mind senseless,
You make my life pointless.
Now I think it's meaning less,
To call out for distress.

Hearing no voice,
Silence is the noise.
I know I could lose,
But what options do I choose?

Live life afraid?
Always living in pain?
Or do I take my life away?
To not see another day?

I find my place,
And see your face.
I'm reminded of your memory,
And my hearts injury.

Now I know what choice to make,
Now I know what risk to take.
Here, and now, in the moonlit night,
I see your face, and take my life.