Waiting for your call

Here I am again waiting for your call,
I tell myself not again I am going to end it all.

I know that you do not love me and im being used,
The more you lie the more I cry the more im mentally abused.

I hate to know the truth about the way you feel,
After all those times I have asked you, do you love me for real?

You always answered yes, and now I know why,
I know that you used me in every way, and now im going to die.

I cannot stand the pain, of which I go through everyday,
All because you lied and never loved me anyway.

So here I am again waiting for your call,
With my blade in hand I decide to end it all.