I'm okay

You tell me that you love her
So i think that it is true
Then you call my cell
Saying "I love you"

You talk to me sometimes
Never asking me whats up
What i want to do
Is tell you to shut the hell up

So who the hell do you love?
Is it Gina or is it me?
Tell me one last time
So i can truly see

I hurt so bad inside
Because I freaking love you so
But you pick me up and throw me down
So many times i don't even know

You've torn my heart to peices
Then repaired it with your love
Then shredded it again and again
So i'd pray to God above

I asked him what
I am left to do
Do you love Gina???
Because I'm in love with you!!

Please open your freaking eyes
And look around a bit
Look at my tears
Look at all the bull $h1t

So next time you decide to call
Ask me about my day
Nevermind! You wont understand!
So I'll tell you im okay

By Kristi

Dedicated to Allan