Just a dream.........

\"open your eyes\" i said its\' just a dream
I pinched myself then awoke with a scream
Not only did i not want to awake, but how can it be that you and i are fake?
once upon a time i awoke and you were there
in my bed, cuddling me, and softly playing with my hair
now i wake up and thers no one around
i can feel my heart roughly pound
oh so badly i want you here,
to hold you close and keep up near
i never stopped loving i never stopped caring
i long for the love that you and i were sharing
now i all i have is these curse\'d dreams
now all i awake to is these curse\'d screams
my whole day is ruined and shot to shit
you don\'t leave my mind, not even for a bit
one day i\'ll wake up and you\'ll understand
no one will love you more then i
for you i will cross my heart
and hope to die.