Rain

Sitting here watching the rain fall,
Not wanting to be your play doll
Crying from promises broken
I hate being your little token
Do you enjoy this?
Treating me like shit...
Funny, how I seem to forget...
I run back to your hateful arms
Putting myself in the way of harm
Every time I say, things are different
Actually believing it
Only to tear my heart back up
Always proclaiming," I had enough"
Up and down my feelings go
My sadness just grows and grows
Paralyzed to stop it
I am falling into a bottomless pit
Waiting for your phone call
Sitting here watching the rain fall