All Confused,Because Of You

Where you used to stop my hurt,
Now you seem to make it worse.
To this relationship I have to call an end,
Where I used to call you lover,now I\'ll call you friend.
I love you so deeply,you know that is true,
But I can see that you don\'t love me too.
Maybe we rushed it,got too serious too quick,
All I know is we\'re too far apart to be able to fix.
You know we were special, think of all the smiles,
But I suppose the falsity ends after a while.
Fair enough,you\'ve fallen out of feelings,
I don\'t hold that against you,but I need some healing.
Just give me some time,I need to be alone,
Get used to it being silent when I get home.
Hopefully we can be friends when we both calm down,
You know she loves your smile,so don\'t ever frown...
Glad to know you\'re honest about the other girl,
Wish you wasn\'t though,you just ended my world.
Always and forever will I be thinking of you,
I promise to be civil when I see you two.
But why didn\'t you end it if you had picked her?!
Just tell me about her and let me do the work?!
OK,anger\'s kicking in and I\'m losing control,
Hey,what\'s another thing to lose,you already took my soul,
My heart,my head, Jesus, my whole life,
Yet in return gave me pain, cuts and strife.
Screw the friendship,I hate you so bad,
No,I still love you,that\'s why I\'m so mad?
Whatever my feelings,you truly are gone,
Maybe now I can find the real \"one\"