Abyss
The clock spins as i grab the bottle and drink
Like a disease it slowly seeps through and i drift
Far away where pain is the realm of norm
A buzz soaks through as it sinks in deeper
Like reopening old wounds i start to cry
Emotions are bare as my legs give in
Falling falling falling into uncertainty
Where my only friend is my enemy
Burning like my insides were fire jealousy raged
Anger hatred love confusion all mix as one
As i decend the stairs i struggle to stay straight
My vision blurs as crystals fill my eyes
A piercing pain engulfs my chest
Quietly it all rushes back in a blink of an eye
The moment in time of reality
That once was something in my dreams
Was nothing more than a mere misconception
A overstatment, overrated, calous, cold love
That never was and never will be
A cold silence echoes through the night sky
As the stars above blink at me with a smile
Eeriness and emptiness of silence
Anything anything anything at all is what i yearn
Anything but the silence of the abyss
