Can i just die now?

Many attempts to suicide
but my crying always comes
to save my life..

He left my heart alone
practically left me there to die..

Can i just die now?
i know that is NOT the answer

But to me..
its better than crying..
and feeling the pain..

FEELING THE KNIVES CUT MY HEART..
I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!
SHOULD I JUST DIE NOW???
SHOULD I JUST DIE???

I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M GONNA DO..
OH GOSH GOD HELP ME.....