What i see when i look at me....

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Every time i look in the mirror i see a disfigured giant
the pieces are broken and so compliant

i hate my looks
i wish to look like the models in the books

i hate everything from my hips to my thighs
to my lips and my eyes

don't get me wrong i love myself
i just wish i was somebody else

i feel trapped like I'm in a monsters body
i just want to look like a total hottie

but now i have to reach for a knife
take my life and slice it twice

blood is rushing from my hand
this pain i have i cannot stand

everything is turning black
i know that i can never turn back

for now my soul is lying on the floor
on the floor, near the kitchen door

goodbye to my mom sisters and dad
please forgive me and don't be sad....

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