Sometimes I wonder what my life
Is all about, always crying
Never happy, with out a doubt Wishing to be what people
Want to see
But then again what is me
If I don't act like me
Sometimes I wonder what my life
Is all about, always wishing
And hoping, Wondering if my
Mom realizes that I feel this way
Will they realize
What i hide, Do they notice
That I'm sad, Do they see that
I cry
Sometimes I wonder what my life
Is all about, always crying
Always feeling pain, still cutting
As I try to hide the cuts, I cry
Because I realize
That I shouldn't be in this place
I realize that maybe I shouldn't
Even be alive
Sometimes I wonder what my life
Is all about, always wondering
Always wishing that I wasn't here
Hoping that maybe people will
Someday realize that I do not want
To be here, will they care, will they
Cry if I just went and died
Sometimes I wonder what my life
Is all about, always crying
Never happy with out a doubt
Wishing to be what people
Want to see
But then again what is me
If I do wish to die
