My feelings for him

I heard it was over but i guess it's really not
I'll never again sit in that same spot
sitting at the table watching you trying to kiss her
makes me feel like I'm just a blur
i saw you guys holding hands tight
i bet you were trying to make things right
she told me she had no more feelings for you
i guess that feeling past through
i like how we started talking and became a lot closer friends
i hope your feelings for me will grow stronger and never end
i liked you for a while
when i talk to you i always start to smile
you make me feel like i could be the center of the world
but if i was i would be your girl
i know your 18 and I'm 14
but my feelings for you just keep on growing
i really wish they would stop showing
it hurts to know your never going to be mine
i wish i could turn back in time
i wanted you to call me back last night
i wanted you to make everything alright
it seems like you will always care
but i don't think you'll always be there
you said your like a older brother
so to you I'm like your little sister
i wish you liked me the way i like you
so maybe then I'll stop feeling blue