Banging my head against the wall
Stupid thoughts are up
Fall to the floor and cry
Mess up everything again
Going back down the same black road
White dust covers my eyes
Feel sick to my stomach
My world is spinning
My words are senseless
My feelings are dizzy
Going on my deadly roller coaster again
Riding like crazy
Faster driver faster please!
On my high
just want to stay up there
Riding faster
Good driver!
Leave it like that
Now, stop up here
What?! You canâ??t !
Uh oh! Going down!
Going back in black
Oh God please help me!
The weigh of the world is on me
My anger is growing
All I do is deceive
Everything thatâ??s around me is falling to pieces
As I try to help
As I try to hold on
My roller coaster of emotions is suppressing me
Keeping me on that black road
Uh oh! Whatâ??s ahead?
An abyss , a precipice, a cliff?!
Oh god, please save me
Roller coaster please slow down
God help me!
Please stop driver!
â??Iâ??m sorryâ?? the driver said.
â??Itâ??s to lateâ??