My life is suffocating me,
I hate my life as you see.
I hate listening to those songs that are so whiney and depressing
and I hurt myself,but I deserve it,so I can count it as a blessing.
I can only bleed black and have low selfesteem
and thats when everyone tells me im rooting fo rthe wrong team.
Sideways,Backwards,and Forwards,every which way,
that's the way the knife goes,and down deep everyday.
You stupid SoulSucker,Rip apart my soul and leave it in a coat.
Only to Stop my breathing in hopes of slitting my throat.
I write poetry,and play guitar and both are my best friends,
and the bad thing about the future is that its always tomorrow.i hope forever ends.
These words I am writing are making me cry,
I just wish I'd drop to the floor,and hope I would die.
But I can't for this is reality,
This is my prolonged dream.
