If I had just one bullet,
and a trigger,I'd pull it.
with a massive blood loss,dropping to my knees,
that mental psychotic mind was my deadly disease.
promises are meant to be broken
and lies are only to be spoken.
Just board up the doors and all the windows
grab your hammer and nails and walk where the wind blows.
and in here for always i shall be left to rot
my decayed body well be found in this dried bloody spot.
my hopes & dreams have been washed away like high tide.
and thank you for calling 1-800-SUICIDE.
i\'d love to see your body in flames scortchin\'
I like to see a part of your brain auctioned
I like to see inside of your minor and major organs
I like to see inside of your veins pourin
I find beauty in another\'s deep tortured pain
I find beauty in the spirit of god but I won\'t ever change
I find serenity in all kinds of torture
My thoughts are too pure for the human mind to author
but i\'m def. up for the challenge and I stay ready for the combat of brutality.
so don\'t give up of or you\'ll lose more then just your nationality.
Don\'t ever let it be told,
my plain view of this world,behold.
cynical views are forthcoming, many yearn to wake
a new beginning? but still today good sheep turn to snakes.
preaching an eye for an eye leaves us masked or blind
population secretly lookin up to the sky for our own signs.
dropping like the bombs n chemical gasses
and the moment of truth we know is coming like taxes
honestly in this life time I never truly understood people
not even the good,bad,hopeless or evil.
This world is exactly what me make if it all
each time people like me begin to rise,we all fall.
