I will never forget

I will never forget the pain you caused
as you said goodbye you hadn't a care
how this would affect me.
i loved you so much
i don't even know why you did this, would you care to share
i will never forget the good times we had
or the smile i had on my face
but now that I'm alone,
and sitting in tears
you left me without leaving a trace
i will never forget how you said you loved me
but now as i look back
all i see is lies
and fights that were never forgiven
i said i loved you, but instead, i got an attack
i will never forget that you were my first love
as hard as it seems i might have to, though
because all you've caused is sadness and tears
the thought of losing you was my biggest might mare
but now that its happened
my life is just one big fear