Can't leave him and come back to you

I don't know why i can't get over you
i wish my feelings could just leave and get through
to me your in my past
because i know we can't last
you want me back but i can't do it again
i left you so all my feelings would end
but it didn't work,it made it worse and I'm still in love
i wish it could fly away like a dove
i want you back but it hurts to much
i really miss how we had our touch
I'm now with someone new
I'm sorry that is making you blue
i left him once but i hurt him bad
that left me feeling all hurt and sad
if the time is right
you'll have another chance to hold me tight
but i just can't leave him and come back to you
i don't know how he would act if he knew
i love when we kiss
that's one of the things i really miss
i just don't want to go through the pain
and I'm scared that will happen if i step foot back in your game