Shush, don't speak

Oh God, Shush, don\'t speak.

You told me

Your bright eyes looking at me

Your hands confidently touching my waist

You kissing me

Me pushing away

Never asked for you to be here

Never asked for you to do this

Shush! I said don\'t speak

Your fingers touching my neck

My soul, my entire being wanting to run away

Never could admit it

Never could admit my feelings

Because I knew

All I am, was, will be is some pathetic thing

Stop ! Please. I cried

No! Not Now! Feel me. I know you love me. don't deny it! Look at me, this is what you wanted from me and now I'm here, wanting you, kissing you, loving you What do you want?!

Sweetie, please

No Sarah Just make up you're mind! You once told me to not let a chance rrunthrough my fingers, well do the same Hunn don't let me be.

You walking Hun

Me screaming your name

Both of us looking at each other with tears in our eyes

Why didn't I take my chance?

Why did I let you walk away

Why didn't I scream out my feelings?

The next morning

Waking up in my bed

Realising that all of this was a dream and nothing more
Realizing comes back to haunt me not only at night but also in the day

What am I suppose to do?

I can't tell you

You don't feel the same

That I know

Then why do I feel the need to tell you?

Why do I want to spend another night holding you in my arms when I know that it's pointless?

Yes, I do love you!

Yes, I do!

Then Why can't I get my courage up and talk to you about it?

I miss you

I love you

But I"ll still shush and won't speak.