Your suicide

Sitting on the floor
While the bath runs.
Thinking of pills,
Knives, razors, and guns.

You want it to end
You think you have it so bad.
But look at what you've got
A roof over your head, your mom and dad.

They may not be perfect
But at least their still there.
They may get angry
Sometimes thats showing they care.

You say you've tried to get help
But that nobody see's
That nobody ever wants you
And love is all that you need.

Climb into the water, clothes and all
Look back to see if the door is locked.
To make sure nobody can watch you fall.

Turn your attention to your scar covered arms
Think "Enough of this bull shit,
this has gone on too far"
This is the limit you have finally hit.

Cut deep into your own flesh
Let the red water pour.
This ending doesn't seem right
but at least you won't hurt anymore

Good night my darling
Close your eyes as the water turns increasingly red.
And since you choose to go like this
Apart of me lies within you, just like you, dead.