Ashamed

I'm ashamed of these scars
ashamed that you can see them
I'm ashamed
of the story
they tell
and the problems they
represent
but mostly I'm ashamed
of the person I am
the person who made them.

I'm ashamed of these scabs
some brand new
I'm ashamed of the blood
that composes them
and the razor that made them
I'm ashamed of what they are
and what they will be
but mostly I'm ashamed
of the person I am
the person who made them.

I'm ashamed of me
I'm ashamed of where I've been
and where I am going
ashamed of me
of my thoughts
and actions
of every stupid detail
that might exsist
I just can't stand me.
I'm ashamed of me,
of every cut and every scar
of every thought and every word
of every talent and every flaw
I'm ashamed of me.