How relations go so fast

I have had,
girls in the past.
When I told them about love,
they were gone way too fast.

This time I was certian,
girls never change';
but i got with you any way,
awaiting the strange.

It felt different this time,
I felt the best thing you can feel
this relationship was better,
cuz I didn't feel alone.

In others past,
I was always afraid,
she would leave too fast -
or I would get played.