Can't Deal

I can't deal with this pain,
I know I've said it all before.
But I've given up on this,
I'm tired of being on the floor.

I can never get back up,
It seems I'm just too heavy.
There's just too much burden,
That i cannot carry.

My friends...who are they?
I can't see one in sight.
They've all given up on me,
They had no will to fight.

This world is so pointless to me,
I'm sick of feeling like i do.
Nothing can change these thoughts,
There's no way i can pull through.

I am so empty,
I'm nothing at all.
Constantly complaining,
On why i always fall.

I'll miss you dearly,
You mean the world to me.
But it's better off this way,
I'm going to be free...