Dont Know

I dont know what to do
Its so hard to decide
Should I do what he asks?
Or run away to hide?
Fighting for his hand
And praying for a sign
Crying at night
Even thought hes already mine
He seemed so perfect
What I wanted
Turns out hes flawed
And Im left haunted
Those sleepless nights
Those never end
The only way to finish this
Is to do what I intend
The major problem I am faced with
Is that I don�t have a clue
I have no idea
Of what I should do
So Ill be as I am
Untill the day comes
Then I will do what I do
But till then I am in the slums