I've been down for at least a year
I didn't realize what was happening here
I felt alone, I felt really sad
Inside of me was getting really bad
I got really scared as i shut the door
I layed on my bed and stared at the floor
I really hated it, when i was alone
My eyes looked around they would roam
Tears would fill, tears would flood
Onto my pillow as if they should
There was no reason inside of me
To feel like this I just couldn't see
I was so scared to be left by myself
If i was I would ruin my health
I couldn't tell no one how i felt
Inside of me was about to melt
I was even scared of going in the bath
Being alone i no you want to laugh
It caused me so much hurt and pain
I felt as though i was going insane
I just wanted someone to take my soul
To make me feel better to repair the whole
I used to sit on my own in the dark
All i could hear was a dog's bark
It was so peaceful there was only me
All alone in the dark which should be
I loved the rain it made me feel good
I went outside because no one would
I put up a front for all use lot
I didn't want you to no what i was going through not
They were such dark times and it didn't last
2005 was such a bad past
I no one day it'll come back
If it did i wouldn't hack
All the pain all over again
I don't want to always hide in my den
