Darkness consumed my life and covered my eyes
twisted in hope of the endless cries
unseeing truth covered in trust
flowing with insanity
and the sin of lust
came unto you with
your weakened senses
leaving you blind and so defenseless
worry not of me the pain will show
all that i am i want to know
blood of the innocent
rest my poor mind
find way to my soul
which was left behind
along with the heart
of a dead spirit now
a dead dead spirit
that questions how
how can it be that
this is who you see
my eyes of hate look up at those
who worship god and
still have souls
my thoughts alone
cannot understand
what i have welcomed in
now at his merciful hand
of aching torture and hate endless
and bloodshed repeating
in this abyss
and in the dark i struggle and fight
and far on the right
is the smallest light
of what i gave up
and came forth to sin
to let my world of damnation begin
and now i shall never rest
and my mind shall be possessed
longing for blood and
to see some pain
watching you drown in the acid rain
watching you scream
as life will soon cease
watching you give up
all of your peace
watching you pray for what wont be
watching the same lies
that you see
i will laugh and take in all
and without mercy watch you fall
to your knees and look for your god
who is supposed to love you
but does nothing as you sob
i will tell him how you
slipped on the knife
how you threw up your hands
and begged for life
eyes of tears running
down your face
is this the god of which has grace
that lets you suffer as he did me
and watches you plummet
to my feet
and leaves you here
to die and rot is this the god that you've got?
