Nothing matters anymore
I've turned away and locked the door
I've turned the key and closed my eyes
let spill the tears and stop the lies
i want no more to do with this place
i want to leave without a trace
to pack my bags and disappear
to have no regret, to have no fear
to abandon all my life long dreams to stop the nighttime nightmare screams
to leave behind this pain and despair
to move on without existence with out a care
if only this could all be true
to go away and start a new
but i must live with the tears and lies
so I'll lock the door and close my eyes.