Your Crime

If there ever was a way
But I don't see the solution.
I really want him to see
That he caused my confusion

I wish things were different,
That I could go back in time,
But I anticipate our next meeting
So I can convict you of your crime.

I wish that I had been smarter.
What would things be like now?
Would I be different?
And if so, how?

Would I walk this hallway
A happy child?
Would I run around,
And just go wild?

Or would I still act like this?
Would I still be sad?
I was sad before,
But never this bad.

I found a source of happiness
That I am desperate to rediscover.
But like Winnie The Pooh,
I have a rain cloud that hovers.

Part of me still loves
The man who did this to me.
But when I was way to deep,
He decided it was time to flee.

When will this rain fall down,
So this pain can be all gone.
Well, was your little game fun?
Are you happy? You won.