Thank You

Wish you could know,
That being there,
Saved my life.
But how to inform,
Without scaring?

Almost every night,
Crying in my room.
The door locked shut,
Cutting at my flesh.

It was getting real bad.
Scared all my friends.
They wanted me to stop.
Always tried so hard.

This was my escape,
From a mess called life.
Too depressed,
Yet didn't want to die.

That's what scared me:
Going too deep,
No turning back,
Then it's all over.

So scared of myself.
Writing poems,
Still didn't work.
Nothing and no one,
Could kick my habit,
Until I met you.

Didn't know how.
Something about you.
Changed my life.

Everything felt so right.
Somehow, I knew,
You wouldn't hurt me.

The thoughts of you,
Banished the thoughts,
Of hurting myself.

The first time,
We walked together,
I suddenly stopped.
How? Not a clue.
Bud you did,
You saved a life.
My life.

Not everyone gets,
A second chance.
Yet somehow I did.

All my friends no longer,
Have to worry.

How did I repay,
A life saver?
I'd do anything.
Name it, I'm there.

Thank you so much.
I love you,
With all my heart.

And about my friends,
They would like to say,
"Thank you," also...