(TrUe StOrY about me...)
dedicated to: KT doll...Sabrina...Joey, and Keely: those who have been with me through all of it!! I LOVE U GUYS!
"God, i need you desperately here on this night!"
i was lying on the bathroom floor,
knife clenched in my fist, ready to give up my fight.
i was going to die...of that i was sure!
"God, Ive held on for too long.
please, just cut my rope.
i am longer able to be strong!"
the blood wouldn't stop!
each time i looked...there was just more and more!
crimson red flowing on the rug_along the bathroom floor.
"God, you are AMAZING, and you are GREAT, but i am not worthy of Thee.
please just let tonight end with me dead!
just kill me!!!"
then...the blood Finlay came to an end.
my heart had more beats.
i was able to breath again.
i just survived death,i was given another chance to keep my life.
that right there was a big enough reason to never again, sin with my knife!
"o father of mine! you are still going to let me live?
i see this as a sign, to hold on a little longer,
and to me, it was from you to give"
you are not one to ever leave,
thats why after last night...
in him, i found deeper reasons to believe!!!
