Everything-iS-oK

Within these shattered tears of mine, lies depression and pain.

every time I think it will get better,
the torment comes back again.

Left with anger, confusion, and total loneliness.
The only thing i have left now is a picture of us together.

You said you'd never leave me, you told me you'd never go.

Your telling me you'd never be with anyonelse, but something tells me no.

It tells me your lying, and everything is false.

I think you've already left me and denying it all.

You carry his stuff around every single day.

If your just friends then why must it be that way.

I don't even see you on mornings, in the cafeteria at school.

NO! I see you with him and act like all is cool.

ARE you ASKING ME to LEAVE?! Are you just throwing me hints?

If this is what your doing, just tell me so it all makes sense.

Iv been holding on for you and never letting go.

Even when i think you've moved on, i just want you to know.

I have given all my love to you, to try and make you smile.

Bending over back wards for you id even run for miles.

If it meant the world and my life, I'd give it up for you.

You don't know how much you mean to me and things that i would do.

All i want is truth because words aren't showing enough.

You tell me its OK but i see you with his stuff.

I see you giving hugs and reading notes from him.

I wanna rip his head off and give to the grim.

I have so much hate for him and thoughts keep racing within.

Tell me goddess! when is it all going to end!?

When will this get better? When will I see the light?

Am i wasting time trying or will it approach me soon in time?

After graduation I'm hoping, that's when things will come.

I just hope i have been right these times, so i don't have to turn and run.

Please help me repair, my sorrows and my hurts.

I'm crying now and i just want to die and burst.

I'm missing you so, its killing me so, please don't let go, because i want show all the love i can give to you.

I would die for you, cry for you, get on my knees and pray for you so i could say to you every things ok.....because to me....its not.