Goodbye mum

This is really crap, just writing as it comes to me:

I never really got to say goodbye,
never got to give you the letter i wrote, tell u how i really feel, and that i really did love you, i just wish i had the chance to say it.
you gave me everything and more.
You have set this all up, set up the meeting, i can see my friends in you. how they helped me when u left, they were always there for me.
People have told me that they can see the you in me, they say that i have grown up, i have matured, but i would give everything up, just for you back in my life.
With lots of love mum, i miss you
monica