Soldiers best

Im suposed to be that soldier
that never gives up
im suposed to press through anything
but i just gave up
im tired of the stress i cant take it
there is just to much pressure on my chest
i take life the best i can
but somtimes the best isnt enough
ive put up a fight almost all my life
now i think its about time that i give up my strife
somtimes at night i lay awake
unable to sleep
i think i need somthing
somthing called love
im tired of being nothing
cuz my nothings just lust
ive put out my hand for peoples needs
but all i got back was
nightmars that wont let me sleep
so now im so tired and worn down
that when i scream
no one hears a sound
im not trying to scare you
or ask for help
cuz when i do things i do them myself
so let me relax
at least for a secound
then i will git back
yo be the soldiers best