How can I love you when you hurted me?

When we were together my life was so great, you bring the best out of me and you help me finding who i am.
But i should know that this love wouldn't last you're 18 and I'm 14.
you want to explore the world and me i just want to finish school.
i understand but what i don't understand is that you only did all those things to get my heart and then you take away my virginity and I'm stupid enough to ever believe all that but how can i love you when you hurt-ed me.
I never thought that anything or anyone could hurt me so much but i still you .
So tell me how can i love you when you hurt ed me?