How It Feels

Lost in my illusions
As memories coruscate in my mind
Living within all that should
Be left somewhere behind

Thoughts are an enigma
To everyone around
All they see in me
Is the girl not making a sound

Isolated from the rest
Considered unworthy of attention
Plenty of time to contemplate
About going a wrong direction

Burdens getting heavy
Worries fend off hope
It's like I'm trying to escape
But instead falling down in a slope

Exclusion damages my soul
Leaving a hole
Creating secrets untold
How do you figure my life will unfold?

What's the worst I could be?
Me.
What's the worst I could see?
You.
Overlooking me.