The walls are closing in on me, i start to breath in deeper, harder, faster, pain has over come my body, i am feeling numb again, i try to clean the blood off the knife, cleaning up the bloody towels, get rid of the evidence, tears and make-up cover my face, do you think anyone will notice? i don't know if i can take this much longer, the yelling, fighting, hitting, to much pain and and suffering, depression fills the mind, all i ever think about is suicide, will that help or just make things worse? i am giving up now, the light gets dim, and my eyes start to close, the blood just wont stop, i think i went to deep this time, is this my end or is this just the beginning? my breaths are getting shorter now, the pain is finally starting to end, i am covered in my own blood, tears, and shame. i will see you on the other side my friends, i wont say good bye, but i will say see you later, i love you all, i am drifting off now, into a sleep i wont awake, forever you shall know what i went through, just to be happy once again..
