I wait at night for you to call
i hit my head against the wall
i cut my wrists because of you
i hope that you never do
i cry at night so long
because you are gone
i wish i could go back in time
then everything would just be fine
i dont want to be here crying
and even now i am lying
im lying about the smile on my face
behind my eyes i cry and waste
i waste the days i spent loveing you
and now that im done i forgot about you
it will take time to heal all pain
im always left out in the rain
so now ill close and be gone away
just like he left that very day.