Is love a gift..?!!!

Love is a gift
It`s something to treasure
It shouldnâ??t be something
That feels like pressure

Love should make you happy
It should be playful and fun
It should never feel like something
From what you just want to run

Love should be fulfilling
And make you complete
It should never make you feel
Like something better you seek

Then why is it
That I truly feel
All the things I just mentioned
Is my love not real?